photos.

i know i haven't been blogging...for 8 days. wow.

anyways, my whole week can concluded in this one album.

swimming with them gays.

camwhore session with them gays.

seafood dinner with the pham.

mother's day dinner with the pham.

and that's that.

i have a lot to say, but don't feel like blogging, so yeah.

"Sweet Sweet Loving"

Lv,
Shuck.

Malaysian Groove.

I ♥ his new song, All Around The World from his new album, President.

The fact that he put in Malaysian elements in his music is really cool :)

and also,

yes, i do :)

"everybody knows, but nobody really knows"

Lv,
Shuck.

One day in the life of Shuck :)

02/05/09

8am
Woke up and took my shower.

9am
Went out from the house and had breakfast with daddy love.

9.45am
Reached Dataran Maybank in Bangsar. Went to the Gloria Jean's Coffees outlet there to get some stuff for our Midvalley outlet.

10am
Reached Midvalley and waved goodbye to moi dad. Clock in. And made some more coffees.

3pm
Daddy fetched me from Midvalley.

3.30pm
Late lunch with dad.

4pm
Reached home.

4.15pm
Went out from home and drove to The Curve to meet up with Bony Man.

4.30pm
Reached The Curve. Went to have a drink with that gay dude, talk talk talk while he was busy eyeing some girl with a butt crack who, according to him, is attracted to him too. Went around the flea market and got a bikini, which i hope, will come in handy veryyyyyy soon. Hang around in Borders while reading goss mags.

7.30pm
Went back home.

8pm.
Reached home, and went out almost straight away to go to this seafood place in Subang Jaya for dinner. Met up with Tyra and Hilda with her pham there. Had super yummy seafood. Until he-who-must-not-be-loved puts a damper on my mood. But then again, food was all over my face so i'm like, wtv.

10pm
Parted ways with Tyra and Hilda. Said bye byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! My parents and i decided to take a walk around Bukit Bintang, so there we headed.

11pm
Reached Bukit Bintang. Went to this one super awesome massage place with super cool interior. My mum and i end up with a whole body massage and a spa pedicure. My dad can't decide which one he wants.

12am
Done with the massage. The girl was extra good. Moved to the pedicure section and saw my dad there having a feet massage. Had my pedicure while sleeping.

1am
Done with everything. Head back home.

2am
Reached home. Went straight to sleep.

Woke up at 8.30 today to go to work. So i was practically dragging my feet while making them coffees.


"You are the reason that i still believe"

Lv,
Shuck.

You took my love.

"Now this will be the last time you did me wrong"

&

"You're lucky i know how to act"

say, we love natural.

I came up with a conclusion.

Humans aren't naturally made like this.

You can try but you'll still need a whole lot of make up artists, hairstylists, plastic surgeons, stylists, designers etc etc to look this good. Even that, you might still end up like this.

Yep, like a really really pretty tranny. (BUT I STILL LOVE YOU J.LO :D) *she almost look like alexis arquette here*

anyway, this post is made for my anger and hate, and most probably jealousy, towards this alien looking celebrities. I hate them, cos they make you think that you can actually look exactly like them.

Which is not true, we all know that. Not without really good make up. and surgery, and a whole team of people telling you what to eat, what to wear, who does your hair, does your face, wax your thingy, tell you how to walk, how to talk.

Yeah, 98% of us humans lived without that. And most of us survived. So the rest of us, we should just move on with our lives with what god has given us. And say it with me,

thank you god for my face, my body, my limbs, my organs especially my reproductive organ(s) so i can reproduce more of the human species, my head, my hair, and most of all my brain :)

So let us all just be humans, and look like how humans should look like.

"This Will Be Last Time"

Lv,
Shuck.

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

I SWEAR TO GOD, IF I SEE YOU ANYWHERE NEAR MY HOUSE, OR MY WORKPLACE, I KNOW DAMN WELL IT'S NOT A COINCIDENCE. AND I BETTER DON'T SEE YOU AT ANY OF THESE PLACES AND IF I DO FOUND OUT THAT YOU WERE WATCHING OR SOMETHING, I SWEAR TO GOD I'LL CALL THE POLICE. STOP STALKING ME. YOU'RE FREAKING ME OUT, SERIOUSLY. URGGHHHHH. YOU'RE SO FREAKY.

arse.

"I love you jack ass"

"I love your ass Jack"

He loves assholes, cos he's one himself.

I'm working now, again. At Gloria Jean's Coffees, but this time in Midvalley. Here we go again. Wakes up early in the morning to make people's morning latte. yawwwwn*

I think my family involving in the food business is a really bad idea. I'm growing very fast now. Not in the giraffe kinda way, but more like the elephant and balloon kinda way.

I get really confused with my life now. Everything just come as a shock lately. Like the matriculation thing, and me working at the Midvalley outlet. A few days ago, i thought i'll die a useless pig. And that doesn't seem like a bad idea, but wtv. Gotta keep in mind i'm making my own moneeeeeeyyyyyyyyy! $$$

REDANG REDANG REDANG!

and this is for your eyes;


"Spin Me Around"

Lv,
Shuck.

In Gloria's Jean.

I'm at Gloria Jean's Midvalley with my mum now. Just hangin' here.

Ordered a Turkey Ham and Cheese Sandwich and a Hot Chocolate with Marshmallows. Andddddd, my mum is doing my 2nd order of Turkey Ham and Cheese Sandwich :D Food food food! Can't blame me. It's my third hour here.

Anyways, been planning a paintball outing with Mr Gay Khairin. Prolly will be going on next saturday at Bukit Jalil with soem other people too.

butthole.

yep, i dnt knw why my eyes are closed, or is it closed?, in that new header of mine. but wtv.

slumlove.

I ♥ them! :)

Venus.

I think lately, because i haven't got nothing to do, i have to make stupid daily decisions that makes me feel dumb. Like, where to go at what time with who, or whether i should eat whatever that's on the table because it prolly makes me fat.

When i'm in school, i have to decide whether the question is talking about Newton's first law or Newton's third law of motion. Or the volume of blood the heart pumps eveery second. Now, it's all outta my head and dumbness kicks in.

Bah, i just don't know what to do, now or in the next one month. Same thing will repeat over and over again. Go out, walk around, eat, come back home, shit, talk, online, sleep.

In another unrelated topic, it feels both nice and not so nice when you feel like spending time with nobody but that one person, be it your mum, dad, sis, bro, cousin, or just the boy you're with. Because it's fun to be so crazy in love, but then again, you can't afford to spend time with nobody else in your life. So you gotta balance the time. That sucks. haha

My gay bestfriend is him.

Girls love their gays.

The way to a girl's heart, is through her gay bestfriend.

Behind every pretty girl, is an even prettier gay bestfriend.

But love, doesn't that mean, you have to get yourself a fruit basket? haha

Putra.

Since i was too emo last night to blog, i didn't update much. So here's what really happened.

So i woke up at 6, cos i have to go to Putrajaya with my dad. We went out from the house around 7.30 or so. And we reached there around 8.30. Went to my dad's office, i waited in the car cos my dad needs to clock in. After that we went straight to the Ministry of Higher Education. To find a parking space there is like trying to squeeze a pig in a pigeonhole. No kidding. I prefer One Utama or Bangsar. And my dad always complain about finding a parking spot in these two places.

Went to the ministry, and they actually set up all the chairs and some tables for the matriculation reapplication. Went there, they told me they want a copy of my SPM exam slip and my ic (obviously). But i only have the original one, so me and my dad take a lil spin around putrajaya to find a shop with a photostate machine. We stopped at this one place called Anjung. We did find a parking space, well not really. We kinda like double parked :P Had our breakfast there. It's soooooo full of goverment people walking around. Aren't they supposed to be working or at least pretending that they're working?

So when i get back there (with my dad waiting in the car), the girl told me that i have to write a letter, because they can't trace my application online (obviously since i didn't complete it :P ). And so i did, a hand-written letter. While writing, this guy, whom i pretty sure is the director or something, came. And handle me instead. He's such a fun guy. And bla bla bla, and i think i have a 98% chance of going in. I THINK. Because it depends on how many accepted people refused to go. So yeah.

After all that goverment shit, asked my dad to drop me off at Alamanda while waiting for the knight in shining armor to come. So i walked around. And felt like i need to peepee. Went to toilet, do what i got to do, changed my baju kurung to a short dress :P, and went to the mirror to do my hair and put my phone next to the sink. Went out.

About half an hour later, still waiting alone, i realised i didn't have my phone with me. Rushed like mad to the toilet. The janitor's not there. I waited for her, because i'm just so damn sure i left it there. She came like 10 mins later.

Asked her " ada nampak tak.." and she goes like 'saya tak tahu, saya tak tahu" . I'm like, bull's eye. It's so her. And she even raised her voice at me when all i do was asking, i wasn't even accusing her. So i kinda raised my voice a tiny weeny bit. When she was half way denying something that she's OBVIOUSLY guilty about, i walked away. And i can hear her screaming from the back. It's just so damn obvious it's that cheap whore who took my phone. And it's obvious because that bitch can't even look me in the eye. Fucking cracked up whore.

Called my dad (using the public phone), he tried looking for it in the car, tried calling my phone, it's turned off. So asked my dad to call that psycho gayman at 12, cos that's when he was supposed to be finishing his exam. Called that gayman at 11.30 or so (cos that whore always comes out early from the exam hall), and he found out that i lost my phone from my sis. Talked about speednews :P

So he came to Alamanda, eat, walked around feeling bored, went to Sunway Pyramid, eat, walked around feeling bored, went back home, everyone's home is going out, so went out, eat, while feeling bored, and went home for the 2nd time. so yeah.

My opinion on yesterday is,

1. I LOVE PUTRAJAYA. I LOVE IT, I LOVE IT!

2. I felt a lil bit sad with my phone and all, but that's just a few seconds after i found out it's gone. Cos i kinda like desperate for a new one :P and that Saggy Old Hag prolly needs it more than i do. She needs to put it on vibrate, and shove it up her vagina. Because she can't afford a cheap vibrator. Let alone a cheap gigolo.

3. I love my dad. He's so cool about everything. I love you I love you I love you. My mum too. But my dad's cooler cos he didn't even say anything about it :P

4. My daddy and My Bitch had a microscopic bonding time, cos my dad called him. Which is a huge deal cos if it's someone else *coughs* he wouldnt even want me to even get near that man.
I LOVE YOU DADDDDDDDEEEEYHHHHHHH! :D

5. I'm going away from home for college, and it's not to a better place. But i guess, that's what i have to do. For the greater good :)

"The Best You Never Had"

Lv,
Shuck.

ready, get set, don't go.

(BILLY RAY:)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do
And I’ve gotta like it or not
Shes got dreams to big for this town
And she needs to give ‘em a shot
Wherever they are

(MILEY:)
Looks like I’m all ready to leave
Theres nothin’ left to pack

(BILLY RAY:)
Aint no room for me in that car
Even if she asks me to tag along

(Both:)
Gotta gotta be strong

(MILEY:)
I’m at the startin line of the rest of my life
As ready as I’ve ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in my eyes
The prize is mine to win

(BILLY RAY:)
She’s waitin’ on my blessins
`Fore she hits that open road
Baby get ready

(MILEY:)
Ohh Im ready

(BILLY RAY:)
Get set, don’t go

(MILEY:)
Looks like things are fallin in place

(BILLY RAY:)
Feels like theyre fallin apart
Im paintin this big ol’ smile on my face
To hide my broken heart
If only she knew

(MILEY:)
This is where you don’t say
What you want so bad to say

(BILLY RAY;)
This is where I want to
But I wont get in the way
Of her and her dream
And spreadin her wings

(MILEY:)
I’m ready to fly

(MILEY:)
Im at the startin line of the rest of my life
As ready as I’ve ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in my eyes
The prize is mine to win

(BILLY RAY:)

She’s waitin’ on my blessins `fore she hits that open road

(MILEY:)
gotta hit that open road

(BILLY RAY:)
Baby get ready, get set

(Both:)
Don’t go

(CHORUS)
(MILEY:)
Im at the startin line of the rest of my life
As ready as Ive ever been

(BILLY RAY:)
It’ll be alright

(MILEY:)
Got the hunger and the stars in my eyes
The prize is mine to win
I’ll be okay

(BILLY RAY:)
She’s waitin’ on my blessings
‘Fore she hits that open road
Baby get ready

(MILEY:)
Oh oh oh

(BILLY RAY:)
Get set, please don’t go
Don’t go

(MILEY:)
Lemme go now
I’m ready

(BILLY RAY:)
Hmmmm Dont go

(MILEY:)
I’ll be alright
I’ll be okay
Know that I’ll
Be thinkin of you
Each and every day

(BILLY RAY:)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do

(MILEY:)
lemme go now

(BILLY RAY)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do

(MILEY:)
I gotta do what I gotta do

(BILLY RAY:)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do

DADDY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YOU. SHIT.

chat.

"i cnt even imagine

how bad i'll cry

on the day i have to go

if i can have my way

i dnt wanna go

i love evrything i have now

especially you

and then

i'll have to be far away

from all the things

and ppl i love

dang"

"and nothings gonna be the same

i can barely type now

i cnt see

my tears are blurring my vision

hahah"

"shit

i cnt do this

not now"

"and my life flashes by

just everything i went through

and i came to this point of my life

that i have to say bye bye"

"it would suck more

if we dont work out

cos i hv to do something

for my own good

you know?"

"darn

i feel soooo lonely already

like ppl in my life starting to fade away

this is gay

like you

but i'm not lovin this"

This is for myself. A souvenir for the future :D this is weird, but wtv. i'm emo now. everything goes.

so many thing going on now. one of it, i lost my phone. But i'm crying so bad now, i dnt feel like blogging, not really. I'm gonna leave you people soon. Don't change please? Please.

Shits.

I had a MAJOR breakdown this morning, cos i found out that the matriculation application result is out. And i checked, and obviously, i wasn't accepted. Because i didn't complete and confirm my application during Phase 2. So i cried, and cried and cried. Because if you didn't get the letter from the matriculation college, that means you really are dumb. Even the dumbest people can get in.

But i didn't complete the application on Phase 2 because i didn't bother to. I mean, i didn't know i there's a Phase 2, (why can't they just let us apply once and that's it?) and because probably i was really certain that i'll be going straight to the university instead.

But Khairin told me, he probably couldnt get into University Malaya, eventhough he got like 8a1's, cos of the tough competiton. So that kinda like bring me back to reality. And the only choice i have is University Islam Antarabangsa. And this evil university will not let you go anhywhere else until you get your degree. So, no thanks :) (and because arabic is a compulsory language, and that, i think is quite tough)

So tomorrow, i'll be going to Putrajaya and make an appeal, and try to reapply, correctly this time, to matriculation colleges. And hopefully, i'll get in. And if i do, bye bye kl and hello boring-lonely-life-in-the-middle-nowhere.

And if i DO get in, there might be a chance that Redang trip will be cancelled. :( I was so looking forward to that. Sorry love.

So, enough bout negative shits.

Well, there's nothing else to update anyway.

"She ain't no diva"

Lv,
Shuck.

BEST CHRIS CROCKER VIDEO.

"Bitch, i ain't no negative Nancy, I'mma Realistic Rita!" haha

"And if you got a problem, bring it to my doorstep" THAT'S RIGHTTTTTTT.

"You could quit spreading my name in mud, and lemme get a chance to spread YOUR FACE in it"

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE CHRIS CROCKERRRRR!

"Anybody who don't like me, there's a reason why they don't like me, cos i'm a safety pin to their bubble and they're scared i'm gonna POP them!"

Chris Crocker should end up with Onch.

"KEEP IT FAKE, KEEP IT CUTE ALL YOU WANT TO, BUT DO NOT, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, NOT IN YOUR WILDEST DREAMS, THINK THAT YOU CAN STEP TO ME"

"WHY DON'T SAY WHAT YOU GOTTA SAY ONLY TO MY BEAUTIFUL FACE? SAY SOME SHIT TO MY BEAUTIFUL FACE!"

You&I♥

Ecstasy.

This sculpture is called The Ecstasy of St Teresa. Check out the history of this sculpture, and you'll see why it's called as such. It's by Gian Lorenzo Bernini.

I ♥ it.