In Gloria's Jean.

I'm at Gloria Jean's Midvalley with my mum now. Just hangin' here.

Ordered a Turkey Ham and Cheese Sandwich and a Hot Chocolate with Marshmallows. Andddddd, my mum is doing my 2nd order of Turkey Ham and Cheese Sandwich :D Food food food! Can't blame me. It's my third hour here.

Anyways, been planning a paintball outing with Mr Gay Khairin. Prolly will be going on next saturday at Bukit Jalil with soem other people too.

butthole.

yep, i dnt knw why my eyes are closed, or is it closed?, in that new header of mine. but wtv.

slumlove.

I ♥ them! :)

Venus.

I think lately, because i haven't got nothing to do, i have to make stupid daily decisions that makes me feel dumb. Like, where to go at what time with who, or whether i should eat whatever that's on the table because it prolly makes me fat.

When i'm in school, i have to decide whether the question is talking about Newton's first law or Newton's third law of motion. Or the volume of blood the heart pumps eveery second. Now, it's all outta my head and dumbness kicks in.

Bah, i just don't know what to do, now or in the next one month. Same thing will repeat over and over again. Go out, walk around, eat, come back home, shit, talk, online, sleep.

In another unrelated topic, it feels both nice and not so nice when you feel like spending time with nobody but that one person, be it your mum, dad, sis, bro, cousin, or just the boy you're with. Because it's fun to be so crazy in love, but then again, you can't afford to spend time with nobody else in your life. So you gotta balance the time. That sucks. haha

My gay bestfriend is him.

Girls love their gays.

The way to a girl's heart, is through her gay bestfriend.

Behind every pretty girl, is an even prettier gay bestfriend.

But love, doesn't that mean, you have to get yourself a fruit basket? haha

Putra.

Since i was too emo last night to blog, i didn't update much. So here's what really happened.

So i woke up at 6, cos i have to go to Putrajaya with my dad. We went out from the house around 7.30 or so. And we reached there around 8.30. Went to my dad's office, i waited in the car cos my dad needs to clock in. After that we went straight to the Ministry of Higher Education. To find a parking space there is like trying to squeeze a pig in a pigeonhole. No kidding. I prefer One Utama or Bangsar. And my dad always complain about finding a parking spot in these two places.

Went to the ministry, and they actually set up all the chairs and some tables for the matriculation reapplication. Went there, they told me they want a copy of my SPM exam slip and my ic (obviously). But i only have the original one, so me and my dad take a lil spin around putrajaya to find a shop with a photostate machine. We stopped at this one place called Anjung. We did find a parking space, well not really. We kinda like double parked :P Had our breakfast there. It's soooooo full of goverment people walking around. Aren't they supposed to be working or at least pretending that they're working?

So when i get back there (with my dad waiting in the car), the girl told me that i have to write a letter, because they can't trace my application online (obviously since i didn't complete it :P ). And so i did, a hand-written letter. While writing, this guy, whom i pretty sure is the director or something, came. And handle me instead. He's such a fun guy. And bla bla bla, and i think i have a 98% chance of going in. I THINK. Because it depends on how many accepted people refused to go. So yeah.

After all that goverment shit, asked my dad to drop me off at Alamanda while waiting for the knight in shining armor to come. So i walked around. And felt like i need to peepee. Went to toilet, do what i got to do, changed my baju kurung to a short dress :P, and went to the mirror to do my hair and put my phone next to the sink. Went out.

About half an hour later, still waiting alone, i realised i didn't have my phone with me. Rushed like mad to the toilet. The janitor's not there. I waited for her, because i'm just so damn sure i left it there. She came like 10 mins later.

Asked her " ada nampak tak.." and she goes like 'saya tak tahu, saya tak tahu" . I'm like, bull's eye. It's so her. And she even raised her voice at me when all i do was asking, i wasn't even accusing her. So i kinda raised my voice a tiny weeny bit. When she was half way denying something that she's OBVIOUSLY guilty about, i walked away. And i can hear her screaming from the back. It's just so damn obvious it's that cheap whore who took my phone. And it's obvious because that bitch can't even look me in the eye. Fucking cracked up whore.

Called my dad (using the public phone), he tried looking for it in the car, tried calling my phone, it's turned off. So asked my dad to call that psycho gayman at 12, cos that's when he was supposed to be finishing his exam. Called that gayman at 11.30 or so (cos that whore always comes out early from the exam hall), and he found out that i lost my phone from my sis. Talked about speednews :P

So he came to Alamanda, eat, walked around feeling bored, went to Sunway Pyramid, eat, walked around feeling bored, went back home, everyone's home is going out, so went out, eat, while feeling bored, and went home for the 2nd time. so yeah.

My opinion on yesterday is,

1. I LOVE PUTRAJAYA. I LOVE IT, I LOVE IT!

2. I felt a lil bit sad with my phone and all, but that's just a few seconds after i found out it's gone. Cos i kinda like desperate for a new one :P and that Saggy Old Hag prolly needs it more than i do. She needs to put it on vibrate, and shove it up her vagina. Because she can't afford a cheap vibrator. Let alone a cheap gigolo.

3. I love my dad. He's so cool about everything. I love you I love you I love you. My mum too. But my dad's cooler cos he didn't even say anything about it :P

4. My daddy and My Bitch had a microscopic bonding time, cos my dad called him. Which is a huge deal cos if it's someone else *coughs* he wouldnt even want me to even get near that man.
I LOVE YOU DADDDDDDDEEEEYHHHHHHH! :D

5. I'm going away from home for college, and it's not to a better place. But i guess, that's what i have to do. For the greater good :)

"The Best You Never Had"

Lv,
Shuck.

ready, get set, don't go.

(BILLY RAY:)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do
And I’ve gotta like it or not
Shes got dreams to big for this town
And she needs to give ‘em a shot
Wherever they are

(MILEY:)
Looks like I’m all ready to leave
Theres nothin’ left to pack

(BILLY RAY:)
Aint no room for me in that car
Even if she asks me to tag along

(Both:)
Gotta gotta be strong

(MILEY:)
I’m at the startin line of the rest of my life
As ready as I’ve ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in my eyes
The prize is mine to win

(BILLY RAY:)
She’s waitin’ on my blessins
`Fore she hits that open road
Baby get ready

(MILEY:)
Ohh Im ready

(BILLY RAY:)
Get set, don’t go

(MILEY:)
Looks like things are fallin in place

(BILLY RAY:)
Feels like theyre fallin apart
Im paintin this big ol’ smile on my face
To hide my broken heart
If only she knew

(MILEY:)
This is where you don’t say
What you want so bad to say

(BILLY RAY;)
This is where I want to
But I wont get in the way
Of her and her dream
And spreadin her wings

(MILEY:)
I’m ready to fly

(MILEY:)
Im at the startin line of the rest of my life
As ready as I’ve ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in my eyes
The prize is mine to win

(BILLY RAY:)

She’s waitin’ on my blessins `fore she hits that open road

(MILEY:)
gotta hit that open road

(BILLY RAY:)
Baby get ready, get set

(Both:)
Don’t go

(CHORUS)
(MILEY:)
Im at the startin line of the rest of my life
As ready as Ive ever been

(BILLY RAY:)
It’ll be alright

(MILEY:)
Got the hunger and the stars in my eyes
The prize is mine to win
I’ll be okay

(BILLY RAY:)
She’s waitin’ on my blessings
‘Fore she hits that open road
Baby get ready

(MILEY:)
Oh oh oh

(BILLY RAY:)
Get set, please don’t go
Don’t go

(MILEY:)
Lemme go now
I’m ready

(BILLY RAY:)
Hmmmm Dont go

(MILEY:)
I’ll be alright
I’ll be okay
Know that I’ll
Be thinkin of you
Each and every day

(BILLY RAY:)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do

(MILEY:)
lemme go now

(BILLY RAY)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do

(MILEY:)
I gotta do what I gotta do

(BILLY RAY:)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do

DADDY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YOU. SHIT.