Venus.

I think lately, because i haven't got nothing to do, i have to make stupid daily decisions that makes me feel dumb. Like, where to go at what time with who, or whether i should eat whatever that's on the table because it prolly makes me fat.

When i'm in school, i have to decide whether the question is talking about Newton's first law or Newton's third law of motion. Or the volume of blood the heart pumps eveery second. Now, it's all outta my head and dumbness kicks in.

Bah, i just don't know what to do, now or in the next one month. Same thing will repeat over and over again. Go out, walk around, eat, come back home, shit, talk, online, sleep.

In another unrelated topic, it feels both nice and not so nice when you feel like spending time with nobody but that one person, be it your mum, dad, sis, bro, cousin, or just the boy you're with. Because it's fun to be so crazy in love, but then again, you can't afford to spend time with nobody else in your life. So you gotta balance the time. That sucks. haha